Hyacinth

                       Wednesday, March 18th, 2009              Sunny

How could I tell you my story, my dear friends? “Those exerting days of life really exhausted me. I am too tired even to think. Think of you, and think over and over all the damn things, making me sick.

Just give me more time. As the time goes by, at some time in the future, there will be a cure for this damn love thing.

How could u do this to me?! It's killing me...

Missing u every moment, thinking of u every day and night. i miss u so much, how about u? R u missing me as well? How could i tell u how much i miss u....

Hmm...I haven't posted diary for a long long time. Yes, i am getting lazier and lazier in my study.

I work from Monday to Saturday, get up at 7:20 a.m. at the work day. Go to eat lanch at 12:00 a.m., and then take half-hour naps. Get back to work at 1:30 p.m.. Be off work at 5:30 p.m. and have dinner later. After an hour's relaxation, i usually prefer going  to

                      Wednesday, 30th July, 2008                     Cloudy            Mood:.......... 

I should & i have to believe in myself!

I don't mind how hard i have to try, maybe it will be much harder than i think, but i can't not be afraid. Just hold on to my dream...

Even though not anything can work out, anyway, it still be a verzay good chance, i am willing to give it a shot.

oh...baby...just give it my best shot & i'll be fine....

               Tuesday, 29th July, 2008                  Sunny                     Mood: It's hard to tell...

Just got the news about i am gonna be a saleswoman. Is it a good one? I am just afraid that i would not be successful in sales. But it's indeed an amazing challenge. Just take it and do my best.

                    June 8, 2008             Tuesday                 Rainy                      Mood: Feel Nothing...

I haven't written my feeling for a long long time....I've been so busy with work....

Everyone alters and is altered by everyone else....

                         Thursday, 5th June             Cloudy                              Mood: Down

The Dragon Boat Festival is coming, which falls on June 8 this year. As a tradition, people eat rice dumpling with meat, peanut, egg yolk, or other fillings during the festival. Rice dumplings wrapped in bamboo leaves. People in some parts of China have a tradition of carrying the sachets during the Dragon Boat Festival.

                              Tuesday, 3rd June         Cloudy                         Mood: Gloomy

What is my job? What am i supposed to do? I seem so insignificant. I couldn't be of any help to u! I blame myself for doing nothing!

                        22nd May, 2008                    Thursday                       Mood: feel lucky

I finally got a job. A very good job. I feel so lucky that the General Manager has chosed me who don't have any experience to be his secretary. Thanks for your employment!
Today is my first working day. I discovered that this company is much bigger than i thought, which makes me feel more nevours and don't know what to do!
Up to now, GM just gave me a credit