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2008-02-28 20:19:35|  分类: 默认分类 |  标签: |举报 |字号 订阅

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                               Thursday, 28th February, 2008                 Sunny                 Mood: Bad

I wanna cry......I miss him, always. I thought he might be there. But he wasn't.

He was my soulmate. We were so close. (I do miss the time spent with him). When I with him, I was so happy. My smile was so radiant. So did he. I could see how true he was, how happy he was. He also treated me as his unique soulmate.

My senior high school era, was a hard time for me. I got ill, I felt faint quite often. I still remember that nightfall, I just arrived at school for study. I felt faint suddenly. He, held me in his arms ignoring other students. This did move me deeply. I won't forget it forever. (Look, We weren't lovers, cause at that time i had a relationship with the other guy. ) From that moment, I deeply understood what is "a friend in need is a friend indeed".

Boys and girls shouldn't be too close. Cause everybody told me that he likes you. But to be frank, i never think that he and I have that thing. I am sure he and I are just friends, very well friends. I stood  firmly, but unfortunately, he didn't. I can't believe he brought down by the silly things the other people said. That summer before last year, our relationship was over.

Things change. We haven't talked to each other for two years. During  these days, I met him only a few times by accident. We even didn't say "Hi" to greet each other!

How could this happen? Of all the thoughts I never imagined this kind of thing in my life being. Soulmate, if you got one, you may know how i feel now without him.

Strangely, I discovered one thing recently. I am guessing he misses me. Maybe he wants to make up with me. I know it sounds ridiculous. But i had evidences. I wonder whether i am right or not?

I have got my pride, i will not give in to him. If i'm right, then i will wait and see. Maybe....i will leave him a message. What to do? God send some guidances from above!

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